To the boy

To the boy who made me feel accepted, even when I wasn't, this is for you.
To the boy who invited me in from the rain, even if he didn't want me there, this is for you.
To the boy who gave me hope, even if it was false, this is for you.
To the boy who refused to dry my tears, even if he caused them, this is for you.
To the boy who told me I should die, even though he denyed it, this is for you.
To the boy who kissed the girl I called my best friend, even though he also knew I'd die for his kiss, this is for you.
To the boy who made me lie awake at night, even though he wouldn't lie awake for me, this is for you.
To the boy I said I hated, even though I could never hate him, this is for you.
To the boy I tried to shut out, even when I knew it was impossible, this is for you.
To the boy I gave my heart away to, even if it just got torn apart, this is for you.
To the boy I worried about constantly, even if he didn't want to be worried about, this is for you.
To the boy I cared enough about to set my life aside, even if he didn't want to show me his, this is for you.
To the boy I missed so much I thought about him everyday, even if he didn't glance at me when we met in the hall, this is for you.
To the boy I'd wait for ever for, even if it was just to hear an appology, this is for you.
To the boy I never really gave up on, even after he had long given up on me, this is for you.
To the boy I wanted enough to write this for him, even if I'll never had the courage to let him know what he did to me, this is for you.
To the boy who never really loved me, this is for you.
Somehow I still love you.